A wish to leave
A wish to fly
A wish to reach


A wish to confess
A wish to cry
A wish to smile

A wish to ease
A wish to sleep

A wish to leave....

Tears

Missing the loved one is such a strenuous job that even eyes sweat

Far across any measurable distance
Beyond the mountains and sky
Beyond the realms of space and time
There lies a peaceful world
Ruled by love and joy
Inhabited by pure souls free of form and color
That is from where we are pushed to this earth
We are here as the highest punishment for our own deeds
Cursed are we to spend our time with hope and smile here
When there is a world free from agony and meloncholy up above there
Cheated with beautiful nature and loving people around us
Cajoled with successes and sweet moments
But only our lonely moments and our heart reminding us the bitter truth
We are living 'coz we are not worthy to be dead...

It has been one long month
Could not help but stare at the calendar thinking of
The day when our friendship breath its last
The day when I realised how fatal truth could be
The day when I lost something forever inspite of the words on the other side promised otherwise
There have been no declaration or any confirmation
But I know it was the end
Goodbye my dear friend
As I know we are nothing more than an acquaintance now
Ripped off the privilege to say these to you
So here I say
Thanks for introducing me to a part of my own self which I have never known before
Thanks for making me appreciate and understand what I have been thinking of as one's fantasies and weakness
Thanks for infinite things I am neither adept in putting in words nor anyone can understand
Sorry for my folly if there was any
Sorry for being seen as silly by you but wouldnt take back any
As the words I spoke are the glimpse of what I feel
Happy that you are there where you want to be
Glad that you are there with your type of folks
Though sad that I am nowhere near there
Its not that bad on seeing a glimpse of the worst that could have befallen
As long as you are safe and sound with success and joy all around
I couldnt think of any other comfort to be found
You will always be in my prayers for your joys to be unbound
RIP the friendship I cherish..........

The most dangerous thing one can do in his life is trying to always be on safer side...

When you can see the fear behind one's anger
When you can see the frustration behind one's rudeness
When you can see the insecurity behind one's jealousy
When you can see the self doubt behind one's arrogance
When you can see the disappointments behind one's selfishness
Cant you see world is not that bad indeed?
Cant you see strength and hope is what we need to smile and pull through?

Have you ever been scared of yourself?
Its not being scared of your future or
Its not being scared of your family or career or your financials
Its Just being scared of your own being,your own thoughts
Its being Scared of the conflicting emotions you cant put in words
Its being scared of finding that your rationality and approaches are not helping anymore
Its being scared of lured strongly by solutions you would have not even given a thought
Its being scared of inability to share with loved ones no matter how hard you try
Its being scared of how horribly wrong you were in assessing yourself
Its being scared of whether you will ever be the same person again - the person you loved and confident of
Its being scared of realizing just how much effort you are putting in just to be strong and hold on
Have you ever been so scared?